A lot of changes are under way in my life. I'm certain that this is the reason I've been WIRED for the last five hours, unable to shut my brain down. At 1:30AM I finally feel I am at a stopping point. So I shut down the computer, put my phone down, and get into bed...
I'M NOT TIRED. I AM TIRED. I'M SO TIRED. WHY AM I STILL AWAKE. I'M TOO TIRED. WHY DIDN'T I GO TO BED SOONER. MY HEAD HURTS. I THINK I'M A LITTLE DIZZY. OH MY GOD, WHAT IF I HAVE VERTIGO, MAYBE FROM DIGITAL OVERLOAD! I SHOULD BLOG ABOUT THIS. I'M GETTING SLEEPY. AM I FALLING ASLEEP? DID I JUST FALL ASLEEP? I'M AWAKE. I REALLY SHOULD BLOG ABOUT THIS. I SHOULD WRITE DOWN WHAT I'M THINKING ABOUT WRITING DOWN. DID I JUST THINK THAT? DID DEVIN JUST COME OUT OF HIS ROOM? WELL SINCE I'M UP, I MIGHT AS WELL BLOG.
I'll do better tomorrow.
This episode has reminded me of a blog I read about the "inner goings on" of a toddler's mind. I'm almost sure I have experienced a small portion what my toddler goes through on a daily basis :-)